Not an end for this (torture) - cont.

I swear I'm happy you can't see me suffer, my love

By the other side,
I wish I could give you my eyes, for your revenge...

*

If you could see me,
I wish I could feel a spit of you in my face
a burst of anger
and why not that stab in my heart?

Be mad with me.

If I could kill myself to end up this torture
I would - but I'm afraid to see you.